Change is Temporary

I am changing

significantly;

I can feel it

very strongly.

I am transitioning

more towards

being an

anti-social soul,

satisfied to meet

only certain people.

More than

‘I don’t know why?’

I want to know

’I don’t know how?’

The ‘how’ part

is

damn fascinating;

feels like

discovering a

new me.

Though,

I am not

fully sure

about

the details,

you know.

Because,

There is a

sense of confusion

looming over

this revelation.

But yeah…

there is

a change.

Definitely.

Now a days,

I feel

that it is

a waste of time

to meet people

for hours,

and meet

so many of them;

basically,

all of them,

and,

on successive days.

Am I fool

to literally

fuck my

holidays

to meet people,

suck up my time,

and also,

to waste money,

of which I

have meager?

You see,

I just cannot

meet everybody,

and don’t think

that I am

acting out like

a celebrity

because

with time

-that’s what it seems-

my priorities,

like everybody’s,

have changed.

Is this a step

closer to being

called

an artist?

Or,

is it that

it just

sounds selfish?

Whatever it does,

my interests

these days

lie deeply in

reading, writing,

watching and

introspection.

But you know,

sometimes,

or

all the times,

I fail to

communicate this

to people.

And,

even if I do,

it reaches the

wrong person.