The Robber

As a young, aspiring
man
who is in his
mid-twenties,
Eb thinks
a lot
about what
he wants to achieve:
he wants to
write a lot,
read a lot,
watch a lot,
travel a lot,
think a lot,
practice a lot,
observe -in detail-
a lot,
but he feels
he is losing
a battle
with time
on a
continuous basis.

And, it is not
pessimism
that makes him
feel so
but,
the want to
eat up,
juice up,
drink up
all
that he
wants from
his time.

Now, this is
very very
tangible to
write,
say,
think,
or,
feel about;
he knows
these things are
around him
through the
internet.

But,
like
almost all
humans,
humans who
are eager
to know
their deeper
self, he is
unaware about
the core of
what he
wants to achieve.

That’s the
tough battle.

But,
as if
procrastinating
this core
desire,

his daily concern
only revolves
around ways
to
manoeuvre through
the skin of
time,
because
of-late
he realized that
the internet
behaves with him
like a
sly robber.

Now, that,
is deeply
pessimistic.






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